8.5

I need to stop. But I'm addicted to the feeling of being used and abused. I'm not one to say no and I'm a people pleaser. Help me someone.

I could never be your woman

Social Anxiety

It's a serious condition and needs to be respected as so. If someone TELLS YOU that they have a genuine fear of talking to people then you should realize that they just opened up to you and you should not assume its" fixable" or that it should be dismissed.
sorry, just angry.

Eyes Wide Open

So this is the end of the story...

Rejection is hard dudes, like really hard, I've been dealing with rejection for almost 20 months and I just keep hitting that fucking brick wall hoping that it will eventually cave and I can get in.

It's weird, I'm starting to realize how shitty this friendship is. If it even is one. I don't like that. I'm afraid to speak my mind and tell you my feelings and I'm afraid to tell you anything at all.

So here it is: If you've been reading my blog, fuck you. I hate you, I hate you , I hate how you make me feel like a grain of sand in the desert, I hate you for never opening up to me, I hate having more courage to add your friends on facebook and not you, I hate trying and I mostly hate that if you came around and said sorry and tried harder I would fall for it all over again. Fuck.

Two sides of the story

Song of the night

Queso what's your problem?