Being Eighteen

sucks right now.

i'm at the point in my life where all these doors are opened to me.

and it;s great!!! but sometimes i wish my mom held out a little longer and i was younger. or that i was older. it;s not that i WANT to be older, i just feel that i dont belong in my age group right now. i hang out, am intrested in, whatever, younger peeps and then there are those days when i go " if only i was say.... 21 right now then a certain carpenter i know might like me." whatever. there must be a reason why i'm caught in the middle right!?

if you know why, let me know why. and we'll know why together.