So this is the end of the story...
Rejection is hard dudes, like really hard, I've been dealing with rejection for almost 20 months and I just keep hitting that fucking brick wall hoping that it will eventually cave and I can get in.
It's weird, I'm starting to realize how shitty this friendship is. If it even is one. I don't like that. I'm afraid to speak my mind and tell you my feelings and I'm afraid to tell you anything at all.
So here it is: If you've been reading my blog, fuck you. I hate you, I hate you , I hate how you make me feel like a grain of sand in the desert, I hate you for never opening up to me, I hate having more courage to add your friends on facebook and not you, I hate trying and I mostly hate that if you came around and said sorry and tried harder I would fall for it all over again. Fuck.
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