Two sides of the story

Song of the night

Queso what's your problem?

Just started a VYou.

Please ask me questions!!! I don't know if you have to sign in or not to ask but PLEASE!


http://vyou.com/user_121973

New Chef in Da Haus

If you have chicken,  please go out and buy Kraft's Fresh Take packets.

 I cooked with the Italian Parmesan tonight and it was SO FUCKING GOOD!! Like seriously, make sure you coat your chicken with beaten eggs NOT water, unless you are allergic. I usually do not like eggs and I couldnt taste it at all, it helps the breading stick more and it just adds that extra something.

I also cooked spaghetti from semi scratch-- tomato paste, water. olive oil and a couple tbsps of red wine.

The only problem I had was with the pasta, I used penne and there wasnt enough water covering the noodles and some of them were a little hard on spots. But the chicken was juicy and warm and amazing,

We stocked up on all different flavors of Fresh takes so more yummy foodie adventures await!

It's safe to say that my boyfriend has passed the cooking torch on to me. For the most part.

Somepeoplejustdonttrytomaketheirlivesbetteryouknow?

Lemme break it down to you. If you wanna change, you want to change. And if you don't, do not go around telling people you are, cause when you don't come through you look like an ass, a flake,and just look like a fuckin fool.

I guess I've just heard the same story too many fucking times before to really care about what you say. It was cute for a while, the fallen hero trying to get back up but never being able too, but when your vows last for like a fuckin day, all I can think of is one word: Jaded

What sucks is that I have to change and you don't. It's no longer an argument anymore, it is just plain and simple hard cold fact. 


It's hard enough to drop a habit, I get that, I was addicted to morphine and vicoden for years, but someone helped me get off it. Actually i just ran out of pills and I wasnt going to the ER anymore. But when it's something that is not physically addictive nor mentally, to an extent, and you dont even decline but rather incline in your habit just because you can.... come freakin on!!!!

Yes, this blog post is directed at you. Yes, I'm over it, No, I don't want to argue with you. Please just give me and yourself enough respect to realize that you have an addiction and you have no intention of getting off it.  Don't tell me you're trying to quit "but it's just so hard", don't tell me you are doing anything, just DO.

Disneyland no more.

Sometimes I really miss when my boyfriend worked as a Disneyland Hotels lifeguard. Just because he looked really hott in his guard uniform, I got to go backstage, his friends where cool( for the most part) and I got to go in when ever I wanted.

But really, anyone can go to the pools, the food wasnt that great, backstage looks like shit, and he looks better without a whole bunch of red sweatsuit on. And his friends, they all suck. Save for like two of them.

You try

Listening to the Jonas Brothers station on Pandora and then seeing Miley Cyrus and her new hair.

Just try not to die inside.

Writing challenge

Put iTunes( or what ever other music player you use) on shuffle. Pick a number and SHUFFLE SONGS that many times. What ever the song, write a one or two page piece on the song.

*not about the song or how it makes you feel but rather, the story being told*

I'll post my story later, let me know if you do it too!

Basically my life this month.

I just wanted to state that I had the fanciest dinner the other day

• Poterhouse steak
• Salad
• Garlic Bread
• Red Wine
• all at my resort style pool area.

Tonight

So here we are again, throwing punchlines no one wins. As the morning sun begins to rise, we're fading fast, and we won't work this out.

:Lisztomania

You know how when you're on your computer, you can type everything perfect in the dark, and when you use someone else's, you can't even hit the spacebar right? Yeah, doing that right now. Fuck me.


So I'm back at home with a more than empty house, seriously, my roomates are NEVEr here. And everything is peachy keen again. LOve is restored and smiles for miles. Which is essentially what I wanted because I adore Jean with everything I got. But it's difficult when I want to move ofrward and be free to be who I want and I'm stuck , please take that with a grain of salt, with someone who stays put in his warm cozy comfort bubble. Since I've been back though, I've gotten nothing but what I wanted out of the time apart. He's understanding me, understanding himself and understanding US. Bad habits are being weaned and I think he's renewed his loooove for me.

Pandora is the greatest music aapp besides Spotify btw. Black Keys has been my fave station thus far.

Have you ever tried the sock bun, it's a fairly silly idea, putting a sick on your hair, but it looks nice and since every other hiposter bitch is into hair bunzz these days I have to switchy it up. If they ever catch onto my Goofy side bun, I will cut a hipster.


My only concern with JV is that he will never get that JH is nothing but an awesome friend with the same ditgits as a phone number like me. Whatevs right!? Life of a semipretty girl and her jealous boyf...


So yeah, Life updated. back on track, better than before. life=understood.

Me And Shantiel Vazquez at the Brave premiere

Riverside adventures

Finally after a wonderful week with my cousin and her two daughters, Janessa (4) and Josie (4months) I get to go home tonight. Way late tonight.

I went to Wal-Mart more times than I'll admit, in and out, the pool, and a drive in theatre. Oh and the riverside arts walk.

Next family adventure is in San Diego!

Youtube past 2:30am is one hell of a drug

Just saying, the unemployed and dirty people of the world have a way of oxidizing.